In my late
twenties I came to the conclusion that composers of art
music are museum pieces. What we do — write chamber and
orchestral music — is an anachronism, an activity whose
meaning was defined in another time and reality. Since our work
provides no one with power and generates no wealth, it has no
application in the modern world. I often said aloud back then
that I should have been born a hundred years earlier. While my
career as a composer probably would have been a busier, more
consistent one a hundred years ago, less filled with
“secondary” activities (such as earning a living in
the business world), I feel differently now. At least, a little
differently.
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We live in
an age when human beings seem to be returning to the
medieval concept of plundering the next village as a means of
gaining wealth — or, having been plundered, exacting
revenge. The United States has traditionally been regarded as a
land where all hard-working people have an equal chance at
prosperity, and where we enjoy the constitutionally-guaranteed
power to choose our own government. But now we find ourselves
with a government that makes policy in the interests of the
ethereally wealthy to the near total exclusion of the greater
good, while the remaining not-so-wealthy of us are beginning to
realize (if there was ever any doubt) that even simple
prosperity is not a right. The current generation of young
middle-class adults is probably the first in our country’s
history that will have a lower standard of living than its
parents’ generation had.
I believe we have to continue being museum pieces, who
face down our cultural irrelevance by engaging in the
Creative Act anyway.
Our village has been plundered. Is there revenge to be had?
Before the 2000 election the answer would have been yes: at the
voting booth. But as we discovered in that election, our Supreme
Court can overrule our decision and deliver to us a government
of its own choosing.* In the face of all this, I think it’s
inevitable that we’ll start shifting our cultural
priorities toward preserving what we have, toward survival. To
the extent that our culture needs the Arts to survive as well,
things look bad.
It’s often argued that the Arts are always susceptible to
economics, we’re in a dire situation now, but the pendulum
will eventually swing back. That is, of course, unless someone
stops the clock altogether. Consider that last year, here in New
Jersey, Governor James McGreevey openly declared war on the Arts
when he proposed permanently shutting down the New Jersey State
Council on the Arts and completely eliminating funding of the
Arts in general. His own spokesperson said in a prepared
statement, “It's hard to justify hanging a picture on the
wall when you can't put food on the table.” When
influential liberal Democrats start uttering the same kind of
vulgar prevarications we hear on a regular basis from the far
right, the Arts are in very deep trouble, indeed.
In spite of lip-service to the contrary, the Arts are
being indisputably and deliberately plundered.
An even more grim development for the future is that music and
art continue to disappear from the public school curriculum in
spite of being declared a core subject by the “No Child
Left Behind” education reform bill signed into law by
President Bush two years ago [click here to see a Pittsburgh Post-Gazette article
on the subject]. This comes as no shock, of course, to
those of us who wondered how schools were supposed to realize
these reforms without supplementary funding. In spite of solid
evidence that a strong Arts curriculum improves test scores in
other subjects, what money there is goes to those other subjects
first. Arts programs have always been a
last-hired-and-first-fired affair in our public schools, so
their reinstatement in those schools where they’ve been
eliminated is unlikely any time soon. Consequently these
children are growing up with no reference points from which they
might later choose to support or participate in the Arts.
So, in spite of lip-service to the contrary, the Arts are being
indisputably and deliberately plundered. What’s a museum
piece to do? What will our revenge look like? Should we run
through the streets calling out “Composers of the world,
unite?” It might be fun, but almost certainly fruitless. I
believe there is only one thing we can do that truly makes a
difference.
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When things become difficult for me there is a
personal gospel I return to: The Creative Act is a
joyous imperative and its own reward.
In an
article I wrote at the request of the MacDowell Colony
[see Remaining Disarmed] I said
that we, as composers at the start of the twenty-first century,
need to turn to our gut more often in our work, to our brains
less often, and make an effort to look our audience in the eye
from time to time. As the artist, you are the true target of
your audience’s interest, after all, and the work you
create is the invitation to come closer, to look deeper, to ask
what you mean, what your purpose is. When your work motivates
listeners to do those things, you have successfully communicated
with them. Even if they don’t connect to you in the end,
you’ve still accomplished your task.
How do we do this as artists who live in a time when we are
faced almost on a daily basis with our own irrelevance? I know
that not everyone feels the same as I do on this point, and
those who do not will be encouraged to know that I no longer
wish I’d been born a hundred years earlier. I’ve
since decided that my role as a museum piece very much matters
in the here and now. I believe we have to continue being museum
pieces, and with a vengeance: wonderful, powerful museum pieces
who face down our cultural irrelevance by engaging in the
Creative Act anyway and yelling about it at the top of our
lungs. Still, it’s very easy to become discouraged.
The Creative Act is the best revenge. It is our own
kind of civil disobedience.
When things become difficult for me and I start doubting my
power and purpose as an artist, there is a personal gospel I
return to: The Creative Act is a joyous imperative and its own
reward. It is a belief I formulated over several years,
originally as a hedge against the sense of being a museum piece.
But I’ve since come to realize that it stands on its own
pretty well as a description of being an “Artist” in
the purest sense. Especially in this day and age, why else would
I continue doing what I do if it were not an imperative,
something unavoidable, irresistible? And when I look at the
Creative Act as an ongoing and permanent process — rather
than a single activity that produces a work that either succeeds
or fails — I realize that the Act lives at my core and
enlightens me, and at that moment, for at least a moment, I am
very happy to be an artist, regardless of what becomes of me and
my work.
So, with apologies to George Herbert: The Creative Act is the
best revenge. It is our own kind of civil disobedience. Perhaps
the pendulum will swing back the other way, eventually. As
difficult as things seem at the moment, it’s worth keeping
another George Herbert quote in mind: “Every mile is two
in winter.”